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Sometimes
Dear Depression, In a weird twisted way, I’m kinda glad you’re here right now. I can’t explain how or why I feel this way but, sometimes I just feel safe with you. I know to a lot of people that might sound extremely crazy but, I’ve known you my whole life. I know it might …
Hear Me Out
Dear Insomnia, You can’t keep pulling me out of bed in the middle of the night. I should be asleep with my family. I know you get lonely and bored, but I think I have given you more time than I give my own family. It’s not fair to them that after a long night …
Longer Nights
Dear Insomnia, So it seems as though the nights are getting longer. As I sit or lay in absolute darkness, hoping and wishing I’ll fall asleep soon with no luck. It just feels like the nights seems to last longer than I remember. I can’t help but grab my phone off the nightstand in what …
Don’t Throw In The Towel
Dear Depression, You’re totes kicking my butt, that’s for sure. I don’t know why it’s so hard to just get you off my mind. The minute I start to have a good thought, there you are to take it away. I get it! You can’t stand to see me happy. You want me all to …
It’s All My Fault
Dear Depression, This past week, you have not let me out of your sight. You have been stuck to me like glue. Everywhere I turn, there you are. Why? Haven’t we spent enough time together? Haven’t I given you a great big chunk of my life? What more do you want from me? The doctor …
Wink, Wink
Dear Insomnia, Looks like it’s just you and me, again. So, what do you want to do now? Don’t say slots or watch recorded shows. I’m just not in the mood. I’d really like to go to sleep, but you’re not taking my hints. I keep yawning and checking the time like every five minutes. …
Always On My Mind
Dear Depression, Lately you’ve been pretty heavy on my mind. I can’t stop thinking about you no matter what I do. I’ve been trying to keep myself busy with remodeling the house and preparing for a full blown spring cleaning project. I thought if I get rid of all the crap we don’t want in …
No Vacancy
I feel like I’m running a hotel for emotions. This is what my guest register looks like: Ann Ziety Rm 789 Hank shus Rm 222 Claus T. Fobic Rm 101 I. Solate Rm 808 Lo N. Lee Rm 1 S. Lee Py Rm 9 D. Prest Rm 8C Just to name a few. I wish …
Mixed Emotions
Lately I’ve been struggling more with my depression and insomnia. For some reason I am feeling super down and sleep has been non existent. I can’t shake these feelings because I’m not even sure what it is I am feeling. It’s like sadness meets loneliness who married sleepy and had a baby named anxious. I …
Blog Neglect?
I must admit, I have been neglecting my blog. Not because I don’t care, goodness no, that’s not it at all. I have found great comfort in telling my stories and reading your comments and seeing your likes. I have met so many wonderful bloggers and have read many of your own stories, from funny …
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