Don’t Throw In The Towel
You’re totes kicking my butt, that’s for sure. I don’t know why it’s so hard to just get you off my mind. The minute I start to have a good thought, there you are to take it away. I get it! You can’t stand to see me happy. You want me all to yourself. You are so selfish! I don’t want to do this anymore. I should have never let you in. Now you won’t leave. I have to stand strong and cut you off for good. But how? How do I even begin to stand my ground when it comes to you? We have been together a long time. What if you find your way back to me? What do I do then? I’m so confused. I wish I never knew you. I wish you didn’t exist in my world. But you do. I have to take back the control I gave you and with it, control you instead. Take away the power you have over me and show you no mercy as you have shown me no mercy. I want my life and happiness back. You can’t keep me forever. Well, you can, but I won’t let you. I hope. Please don’t be mad. I know how you get when you feel threatened. You tend to make me pay double. I’m not trying to piss you off. I just want a little bit of happy. That’s all.