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Don’t Throw In The Towel
Dear Depression, You’re totes kicking my butt, that’s for sure. I don’t know why it’s so hard to just get you off my mind. The minute I start to have a good thought, there you are to take it away. I get it! You can’t stand to see me happy. You want me all to …
Open Letters
So, I’ve been thinking. (scary right) Haha. Well, there are days when I wish I could just yell at my many annoying conditions. You know, like my insomnia, anxiety, depression, etc… I get that these are things that I will have to deal with on a daily basis and sometimes they get to the point …
Bound By Anxiety
There are days when all I want do do is sit in my isolation box and do absolutely nothing. Then there are days when I feel like I want to attempt to do something, go out, take a drive, just anything, but anxiety reminds me that it’s probably not a good idea. What is anxiety? …
Graduation Fail
So my senior year has had it’s ups and downs and thank goodness we’re half way through. Maybe more than half way. I think there’s like only three and a half months left. I was all caught up with my grades and was given the green light in regards to graduation. The principal informed me …
Cousins
I have a lot (even this is an understatement) of cousins and we got to see each other for holidays and celebrations. I was cool with all of them, they didn’t seem to judge me like the others even if they were thinking it, so that was good. I didn’t really have any favorite cousins, …
Resentment
I had a lot of resentment for the older bio-sib because of the way I was treated and always being compared but I never mistreated or disrespected this person in any way. I was always thoughtful and considerate because I wanted that sibling relationship, someone I could talk to, share my secrets with, all those …
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