Mr. Peanit Budder preparing for lift off
The movie finished like four hours ago. Why are you still here? I said goodnight and assumed you would show yourself out. To my (not) surprise, here you are selfishly keeping me awake. I sat through the entire movie with you, even though I was tired and just wanted to sleep. Why can’t you take that into consideration and leave me alone for a bit?! It’s already tomorrow and I have lots to do but, because of you, I probably won’t be very productive. Maybe if you let me sleep for just one hour, it doesn’t even have to be a full hour. It could be like forty or fifty minutes. You have no idea how much of a difference that would make. I guess for now I’ll just lay here in bed, listening to you go on and on. Here goes nothing.
Haha. He is spread out on the couch, lazy as can be. First pic is a front view and second one is what he looks like from behind. He is too funny. 😄
Mr. Peanit Budder’s nylon face. Haha. 😄
In a weird twisted way, I’m kinda glad you’re here right now. I can’t explain how or why I feel this way but, sometimes I just feel safe with you. I know to a lot of people that might sound extremely crazy but, I’ve known you my whole life. I know it might not make sense to most, hell, it barely makes any sense to me. There are times when I feel like a prisoner in my own mind and then, there are times when I feel secure hiding in my mind because I know that no one can hurt me there. It’s probably not an ideal situation but it’s my reality and I’ve pretty much accepted it. I’m tired of fighting, always being the one to fight, always trying to fight for every body else. Always the strong one, the one with the big happy smile on my sad lonely face. So, sometimes, I’m glad you’re here. Don’t get too excited though, I said, SOMETIMES.
Mr. Peanit Budder thinks I can’t see him. He must think he’s wearing an invisibility cloak. Hahaha.
Here we go again. As many times as I’ve wished, hoped and prayed for you to go away, here you are. I’m so tired and I just want to sleep. What is it with you? You just can’t stand to see me happily sleeping. Can you?! I can’t even remember the last time I happily slept. I swear, it’s like right when I feel like I’m ready to fall asleep, you show up out of no where like, “Here I am.” You have the worst timing ever. Thanks a lot.
Talk about a tight squeeze. Haha.
Mr. Peanit Budder looks like he is snuggling his favorite stuffed animal or something. Just look at that huge grin on his little face.
So I just took a load of clothes out of the dryer (I know, it’s late to be doing laundry but as an insomniac, I have to keep myself busy) and when I return to the dryer, this is what I find. Haha. Good thing I always double check to see if I’ve left anything behind, before I put in another load to dry. Mr. Peanit Budder never ceases to amaze me. 😄