The Answer Is Right There
So, it’s after 4am and I’m going on 38.25 hours of no sleep. Just can’t shut my mind off. It keeps going and going and…. You get it. Anyway, I decided to keep myself busy by working on my little one’s bday party invitations. Not to mention, keeping an eye on Bubba. Been giving him his meds and extra hugs and kisses. He’s loving it right now. Spoiled little brat. Hahaha. I was trying to figure out why my mind is going a mile a minute about absolutely nothing, and as usual, I don’t have an answer. I thought maybe, I was stressing about Bubba being viciously attacked and how I could have prevented it or maybe the stress of preparing for a bday party and having to play hostess while trying not to freak out in a manic panic attack or have a melt down of some sorts and disappear back into my isolation box. I thought maybe, I was stressing on caring for the hubby, the boy and the little one, being that they are all under the weather. It’s been crazy around here with all the hacking, coughing, spitting, sneezing, fevers and runny noses and I’m the only one not sick in the house. So, I’m trying to tend to everyone and trust me, they each have their specific needs and wants. The boy refuses to take any meds whatsoever and all he keeps asking for is hot cheetos and soda. The little one also has a problem taking her meds and wants to eat ice cream all day long. The hubby can’t get enough meds and keeps asking to try something else because the one dose he took of the other medicine didn’t seem to work fast enough. Hahaha. It’s pretty hectic around here and I guess I can say that this is why my mind wont shut off. Hey!! Look at that. I found an answer after all.