Secret Hoarder

So much stuff is going through my mind. I feel like a hoarder with all these thoughts cluttering my brain. Their is no organization whatsoever and there are no files in alphabetical order to separate these thoughts into certain categories as far as important and don’t give a crap. I can be lost in my thoughts for long periods of time and I hate it because it’s a complete waste of time. I have been trying to do extra things around the house just to keep my mind occupied so it won’t go deep into thought and hold me there like a prisoner behind bars. As many times I have tried to “snap” out of it as suggested by a couple of family members, it is a lot easier said than done. I haven’t shared with many the tragedies that have crippled me emotionally and physically. I am trying to build up the encouragement to tell my stories of misery and pain, all the while, smiling and laughing. Maybe one day sooner or later, I will find the confidence in myself to share with family, friends and fellow bloggers.

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  1. I hope you can find some peace soon. I think your lovely little cat is a good distraction for you 🙂

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    • Thank you and yes, you are absolutely right. This little cat has been such a great distraction. And to think, we weren’t even going to keep her. But now, she is a huge part of our family. Thank you again for always being so kind and positive. I really do appreciate it.

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  2. Hopefully you’ll be able to release some of that built-up tension someday. I know it’s not healthy but timing is everything. Spilling secrets to the wrong people at the wrong time always does more harm than good.

    Your fellow secret hoarder.

    P.S. dramatiCAT is a rather cute and wonderful addition that I approve of.

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    • Why, thank you. Blogging has helped release a lot of tension and you’re definitely right about timing and secrets doing more harm than good. That is exactly why I have a limit as to what I reveal. There are definitely some secrets that will remain with me till I die. Those secrets are mine to keep. And thank you also for the kind words you spoke of dramatiCAT. She is a great addition. She keeps me smiling and laughing, she is quite the entertainer.

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