So much stuff is going through my mind. I feel like a hoarder with all these thoughts cluttering my brain. Their is no organization whatsoever and there are no files in alphabetical order to separate these thoughts into certain categories as far as important and don’t give a crap. I can be lost in my thoughts for long periods of time and I hate it because it’s a complete waste of time. I have been trying to do extra things around the house just to keep my mind occupied so it won’t go deep into thought and hold me there like a prisoner behind bars. As many times I have tried to “snap” out of it as suggested by a couple of family members, it is a lot easier said than done. I haven’t shared with many the tragedies that have crippled me emotionally and physically. I am trying to build up the encouragement to tell my stories of misery and pain, all the while, smiling and laughing. Maybe one day sooner or later, I will find the confidence in myself to share with family, friends and fellow bloggers.