Lots To Learn
Being a young single inexperienced new mom, I had tons to learn. Babysitting didn’t prepare me at all for what is to come. Like my entire existence, I had to just learn as I go. Some days were good, others, I wanted to stick a pen in my eye. But, I knew one thing for sure, I was going to make sure I did everything I could to raise this baby. It was going to be tough because now I am in a situation where one day my very own child will be faced with a step dad situation of their own. I promised myself that no matter what, I wouldn’t keep it a secret. Of course I didn’t want to bring a whole bunch of different guys around who could be or not be a possible long term or even permanent father figure for my child. I did have a ton of guy friends though, and no, they weren’t friends with benefits either. I posted a while back about me relating more to the opposite gender, well, I am a female who got along better with males than females. I was a guys gal, I guess you could say. Growing up, I was and still am to this very day, a Tom-Boy. Strange as it may be, because in society some would peg a tomboy as being gay or lesbian. I did say, “some”. Anyway, I wasn’t nor am I currently attracted to females. I’m just not a girly girl and I don’t like the whole girly vibe thing. I’m more comfortable around guys. I love being in loose or baggy clothes, jeans and a t-shirt suit me well. If I could, I would rock sweats all day. That’s just me though.