Here we are, it’s after 2am and I still can’t fall asleep. I thought for sure with all the candy these kids ate that they were sure to be hopped up on sugar till the wee hours. That was so not the case. They fell asleep around eleven. That’s so crazy to me. I guess they had their sugar rush early and came crashing down just as quick. I’ve been pacing back and forth, checking all the rooms to make sure all is good and everyone is sound asleep. I even checked all the doors and the windows to make sure they are locked. The dogs and cats are even knocked out. I’m so jealous right now. I tried watching a couple of shows on demand, hoping that would put me out of my misery. But no, here I am, whining to all of you. I’m sorry. I just don’t know what else to do. I hate just laying in the dark because my mind has a bad habit of making me think thoughts that are irrelevant, straight out of left field, sad, dark, depressing, where the hell did that come from, what’s that supposed to mean, obnoxious things. Yeah, now you see my dilemma. I whipped up another cocktail to see if it helps. I really hope it does. It’s funny though, because I’m not sleepy or tired, I guess I just feel left out because everybody is asleep except me. I can’t even look at this tiny screen on my phone any longer. My eyes are starting to cross because the letters are so freaking small. I better stop now, because if I don’t I will go on and on about nothing and everything. Believe me. You’d most likely want to put me out of my misery for me. Thanks for hanging in there. I appreciate you.