Funky Mood Swings
Since sleep only comes around when it damn well pleases, I have been in quite the funk. My mood swings are above and beyond. My mental state is at a new low and my mind seems to be running in reverse. I can’t get a grip on the handlebars of my life. I feel like a two year old on a ten speed bike. Feet dangling because I can’t reach the petals, arms stretched so far out trying to secure the steering mechanism only to fall off because there is no support to keep me from face planting. I feel like I’m all alone surrounded by many, seen by none. The desperation to feel this normalcy comes at a time in my life when I don’t know what’s up or down or if I’m coming or going. To be this lost with absolutely no direction leads me to a dark place without light.