A Cocktail Before Bed

Took a couple of muscle relaxers and a couple of pain killers in hopes to relax me to the point where I just randomly fall asleep without even realizing it. I think those are the best sleeps. The ones that just happen, because you don’t expect it to and when it does, you don’t even know that it did until you wake up. Did that make any sense at all to anybody?? I’m sorry, this no sleep has me wired, like I’ve been throwing back shots of espresso all day, even though I’m tired as hell. My body is so ready to crash, but my mind is thinking something else. Hopefully this little cocktail will do the job. I had all the time in the world today to get things done, but for whatever reason, I don’t feel like I did jack squat!! Wait!! That’s probably because I didn’t do jack squat!!! I just want to sleep for a little bit. I don’t need much, an hour would suffice. Well, I’m going to work on another poem while I’m waiting to hopefully fall asleep. Wish me luck. Oh shoot!!! I hope I didn’t over do it with the meds. Guess we’ll just have to wait and see. 😳

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  1. diablogica

    Came across this post while randomly skimming through WP at 12am! This is exactly how I feel these days – have a million things to do but no energy to do them 😦 Hope you have better luck!

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    • Well, thank you for stopping by and taking the time to read my post and also for commenting. Insomnia mixed with depression along with a side of anxiety can make anyone feel a little crazy. I, feel a lot crazy. I just write to kind of help me cope with my issues and everyday life. Thank you for sending hope my way and I would like to return the favor and hope the same for you as well. Thank you again and I hope you won’t mind if I follow you. I would like to take some time from all the time in the world that I already have to read your posts. Thanks. 😊

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  2. I agree the best sleep, comes when you just drift off without realizing. Oh how you have brought back such sweet memories of what is a rare treasure in the life of an insomniac. 😂 ☺

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    • So very true. Sleep is like leap year for me, it comes round every four years. At least, that’s how it feels.

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  3. Good luck!

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  4. I agree that’s definitely the best type of sleep.

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