As some of you know, I didn’t sleep at all last night and just decided to stay awake so I could start today. Well, so far everything has been taken care of and now we’re working on dinner. I know I’m tired and sleepy but I’m still going strong. While that may be fine because things are getting done, I can’t help but feel a certain type of way. My depression is in full force and I feel kind of mopey right now. Even though I’m still smiling and making sure the little was has homework done and so on, inside I’m dying. Everything in me wants to scream and cry and punch things for no apparent reason. Not sure what exactly triggered it, usually nothing does, it pretty much triggers itself. I’m trying to snap out of it but it’s been like this since the early morning. Maybe lack of sleep, maybe something that was said or done. Who knows. I could waste the whole day trying to figure out what triggered it. Not even going to bother, just going to let it be. Hopefully it will subside soon. Well, back to dinner. Thanks for letting me vent.