Hardly slept a wink last night. It’s nothing new, but damn, I would like to sleep sometimes. The thought of losing control of your own mind is crazy. I mean, imagine all these thoughts going through your head non stop about anything and nothing, all at the same time and you can’t turn it off. It’s hard to really know and understand what it’s like unless you’re going through it yourself. I say that because once in a great while, I’ll express to my spouse that my mind is spinning with all these thoughts and it’s driving me crazy. My spouse’s response is, “Don’t think about it”. My reaction (in my mind of course). Oh, wow, why didn’t I think of that?!!!!! It’s internal sarcasm because I know that my spouse doesn’t truly comprehend my mental state but probably thinks by stating the obvious is being helpful. I appreciate it, but no, it doesn’t help because it’s easier said than done. Gotta love ’em though.