Getting the evil eye from grandma didn’t change how I felt and it wasn’t intimidating at all. It was cute though, the way she would squint her eyes and press her lips together real tight. Anyway, I was done being semi polite. He was never there before, I sure as hell didn’t need him now. I honestly don’t think that there is anything in this world that he could have said or done to make a difference. I just didn’t want him in my life, period!!! The only messed up thing about this situation is that I have all the siblings somewhere out there and I’m pretty sure I have a whole bunch of nieces and nephews that I don’t know and probably will never know and my kids will never there uncles and aunts and all their cousins. I can only imagine what it would be like to have all of the other siblings and their children in the same room. It would be crazy!! Like that movie with Vince Vaughn called, “Delivery Man”. Yeah, that’s a pretty good comparison. Hahaha. I’m still kind of up in the air about what I want to do about this situation. I’m pretty sure with all these social media sites, it wouldn’t be that difficult to track them down. Right?? The question is, “Do I want to”?