What to do
Can you even begin to imagine finding out you have all these siblings you didn’t know about. How crazy is that? It’s so weird to me because I didn’t get the opportunity to meet several of them. So if I’m out somewhere (which is hardly ever) I could walk right past them and wouldn’t even know that we were related. What about their kids and our kids? What if one of my kids was interested in a kid and later we find out they’re related? There are so many different scenarios that could play out in this situation it sucks. I’m sorry, that’s just how my mind works. It generates so many thoughts per second (TPS) most of the time I can’t keep up. I would like to know more about them but they could feel like I did and not want anything to do with us at all. I’m not sure what my next step should be. Any of you have a similar story or experience you can share that might give me some insight on what I should do? Should I continue the search? I would feel like I’m prying in on their lives. Should I give up and just leave well enough alone? But then it would always be on my mind. I’ll never have that closure, so to speak. It will remain in my thoughts for ever. What to do? Hmmm…….