I just thought today would be better. Look at me, thinking again. When will I stop doing this to myself? What’s wrong with me? Who is this person looking at me through my own tragic eyes? I don’t recognize this person anymore. A stranger in my own body I once knew so well. A voice so loud reduced to but a whisper. Self esteem so high now is non existent.
confidence used to rule this castle that is now vacant. What happened? Where did I go? Who am I now? I don’t even know.