Biological “Father”

Shhh… Be quiet thoughts I’m trying to sleep, you stalk my mind like some perverted creep.

Making me remember what I’m trying to forget, especially the day my biological father and I first met.

It hurt to find out that the Dad I knew wasn’t mine, it was you along just stop your lying.

Don’t give me that crap about how you wanted to tell me, and how you love me so much but it simply couldn’t be.

You don’t deserve me you’re a coward and a liar, drugs were your life because they lifted you higher.

More so than I or anyone else could, take responsibility like you know you should.

I hate everything about you and the person you are, you’re no father of mine not by far.

No apology or nothing to comfort me, just lame ass excuses to set you free.

So save your tears and the lies you deceive, in return the like you shall receive.

I’m so stupid for loving the idea of you, now you’ll never know me goodbye we’re through.

R.I.P.

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3 Comments

  1. I’m curious to hear about similar situations. How did you deal with it? Do you think I was wrong?

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  2. Sad. And yet it happens every day to many people like you. c’est la vie.

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    • It is sad and you’re right, that is life. Unfortunately we don’t get to choose. Thank you for commenting. I appreciate it.

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