Just here thinking thoughts as usual. Haven’t been very productive today. Did not accomplish one task at all. Feeling a little defeated even though I have yet to start. Mind is running a mile a minute, wish it would slow down so I could pick just one thing in particular to focus on. Too many people to worry about while not too many people are worried about me. My plate is full and I have no room for dessert, though I have to have it, I need the sweetness to overcome the bitterness that is my life. Hope y’all are having a more productive day than I am.